Sun is brightly shining in a strange white light behind the clouds and at the same time it is raining heavily.  It is strange, it feels strange – and beautiful.

I have started having more of this “strange and beautiful” flavour in my daily life for a while now.  Feels like listening to a piece of music that doesn’t sit anywhere in your mind’s files, you have no names for it, at some corners it feels edgy really – and still…you seem to enjoy it. Read More

I want to sink into the depths of silence again.  Is it because it is fall and winter is approaching? Because I want to run away and hide? Because I have talked too much?

Well, maybe some of each but mostly because silence whole-s me. Silence mends all that seems broken, it brings together and embraces pieces that I didn’t even know existed, it makes me remember my wholeness, just as I am. Silence wholes me. Read More

Good morning, she says, where would you like to go today? – as if she doesn’t have a thing already in her mind and already her every beat planned.  Here, she says, a minuscule of a second later and puts a map of strange arrows and mini maps all ways pointing to the center and what is in the center you imagine?

A HEART… of all ways and windows for looking out to clouds and trees and birds and for all you cannot even dream of.  A HEART of all magical windows of dreamland you did not even know you were dreaming of before. Read More